Breaking Me

A heart slowly breaking, into a million pieces.
Torn between life and love, a choice so easy to make,
but so confussing in my mind.
Love is my first choice, but my heart is shattering in so many ways.
Why is life so caotic?
Ever changing and falling apart, life is decaying into a pile of nothing.
No where to go and finding no path to take.
Holding on to love seems to be all i have.
Try as I may, life seems to fall around me,
always full of hurt and pain.
Cruel, destructive World, why do you hurt me so?
To tease me, to break my spirit, or to try and make me strong?
I'm breaking, falling apart at the seams.
Make me or break me, why does it matter?
Let me love and let me be.